{"id":28007,"date":"2010-11-08T00:30:26","date_gmt":"2010-11-08T04:30:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=28007"},"modified":"2020-06-23T00:30:42","modified_gmt":"2020-06-23T04:30:42","slug":"a-small-bit-of-truth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=28007","title":{"rendered":"A small bit of truth"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 12pt; font-family: Lora;\">Even though the alarm is set, admittedly, over the last two weeks, in the back of my mind, is some fear.\u00a0 As I lay in bed, before sleep befalls me, my eyes dart over to the security panel on my wall to verify and re-verify that the red light indicating that the security system is on.\u00a0 I used to set my television to sleep timer on some of the plain music channels, just because I had some insomnia, but I grew to preferring silence.\u00a0 But now I&#8217;m back to the former, because I try to convince myself that classical music can possibly mute some of my thinking.\u00a0 It doesn&#8217;t.\u00a0 But the sound is comforting.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 12pt; font-family: Lora;\">I hate this feeling.\u00a0 And as much as I&#8217;m aware the passage of time reduces the feelings, there is never going to be light at the end of the tunnel.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Even though the alarm is set, admittedly, over the last two weeks, in the back of my mind, is some fear.\u00a0 As I lay in bed, before sleep befalls me, my eyes dart over to the security panel on my wall to verify and re-verify that the red light indicating that the security system is &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=28007\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A small bit of truth<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[112,104,15],"class_list":["post-28007","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-brog","tag-crime","tag-depression","tag-og"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28007","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28007"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28007\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28008,"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28007\/revisions\/28008"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28007"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28007"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28007"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}