{"id":27886,"date":"2010-10-29T23:27:22","date_gmt":"2010-10-30T03:27:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=27886"},"modified":"2020-06-22T23:27:34","modified_gmt":"2020-06-23T03:27:34","slug":"well-this-is-a-shitty-feeling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=27886","title":{"rendered":"Well, this is a shitty feeling."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 12pt; font-family: Lora;\">I couldn&#8217;t sleep well last night, for obvious reasons.\u00a0 Every time I closed my eyes, the scene replayed itself in my head, from the time I heard the loud kick of the front door, to when I saw the two perpetrators making a run for it.\u00a0 It jumbled around in my head repeatedly, and alternate scenarios presented itself, making my mind race when all I really wanted was to put the day behind me.\u00a0 What if they didn&#8217;t run?\u00a0 What if they were armed?\u00a0 What if I were armed?\u00a0 Fairly certain if were the latter scenario, there would be at least one dead black guy, considering the speed in which they &#8220;got away&#8221; was with the urgency of a DMV employee.\u00a0 Regardless of what was going on in my head, I couldn&#8217;t help but feel my heart racing a little bit throughout the A.M. hours.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 12pt; font-family: Lora;\">Sure, it is fortunate that nothing was stolen, nobody&#8217;s hurt, and the fucks were caught, but what really sucks right now are the feeling of solitude I&#8217;m feeling right now.\u00a0 More so, than ever.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I couldn&#8217;t sleep well last night, for obvious reasons.\u00a0 Every time I closed my eyes, the scene replayed itself in my head, from the time I heard the loud kick of the front door, to when I saw the two perpetrators making a run for it.\u00a0 It jumbled around in my head repeatedly, and alternate &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=27886\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Well, this is a shitty feeling.<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[47,112,30,15,105],"class_list":["post-27886","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-brog","tag-bataria","tag-crime","tag-justice","tag-og","tag-rage"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27886","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27886"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27886\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27887,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27886\/revisions\/27887"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27886"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27886"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27886"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}