{"id":37408,"date":"2013-09-23T19:06:12","date_gmt":"2013-09-23T23:06:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=37408"},"modified":"2020-07-08T20:40:39","modified_gmt":"2020-07-09T00:40:39","slug":"the-person-people-forget-about","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=37408","title":{"rendered":"The person people forget about"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sometimes it feels like I could get away with grand larceny solely based on the fact that I\u2019m apparently a fairly forgettable person. Strangers and people I don\u2019t know at all that well, sure that\u2019s understandable, but lately it really feels like people closer to me forget about me as well. It\u2019s little things too, but still somewhat noticeable to a hyper-analyzer like myself, and when enough of them happen in a cluster it really begins to eat at my conscience.<\/span><\/p>\n

In the end, it doesn\u2019t make me mad as much it\u2019s just a little disheartening from time to time, but it just really makes me want to further distance myself from people, which completely has the capability of making things even worse if I let it get to me like an 18-year old teenager.<\/span><\/p>\n

I know I\u2019ve pigeon-holed myself to be somewhat of a loner over the last six or seven years, but I still exert effort in maintaining relationships with people. But it\u2019s times where I feel like I do right now, that I think that I have more consideration towards others than others have consideration towards me. It\u2019s like my time, participation or existence isn\u2019t not important, but is very much negligible. It\u2019s not that I always want to be a loner, but I also don\u2019t go out of my way to act in manners that would make me undesirable to some occasional consideration from others. Apparently, that\u2019s not the right course of action either.<\/span><\/p>\n

This feeling, like every other, will eventually dissipate and wash away, but damn if it doesn\u2019t suck when it is lingering around. I just kind of dislike everyone and my fuse gets short(er), and it\u2019s kind of a downward spiral until I wake up one day and the feeling is gone.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sometimes it feels like I could get away with grand larceny solely based on the fact that I\u2019m apparently a fairly forgettable person. Strangers and people I don\u2019t know at all that well, sure that\u2019s understandable, but lately it really feels like people closer to me forget about me as well. It\u2019s little things too, … Continue reading The person people forget about<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[36,104,15],"class_list":["post-37408","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-brog","tag-angst","tag-depression","tag-og"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37408","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37408"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37408\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37409,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37408\/revisions\/37409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37408"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37408"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37408"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}