{"id":38200,"date":"2014-01-20T09:48:45","date_gmt":"2014-01-20T13:48:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=38200"},"modified":"2020-07-10T09:49:01","modified_gmt":"2020-07-10T13:49:01","slug":"getting-something-off-my-chest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=38200","title":{"rendered":"Getting something off my chest"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">Seeing as how only my six readers will actually read this, I can at least be alleviated from the curmudgeon nagging accusations of VagueBooking if I were to post this on social media.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">I have been made unhappy with the state of my life, and no matter how much I am trying to put it out of mind and try and focus on other things, it&#8217;s extremely difficult for me to do, and I am very displeased that I am having such internal conflict that proving incapable of being overcome.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">It&#8217;s not uncommon that people don&#8217;t like being forced into doing something that they don&#8217;t want to do, and even in the cases of things that are all but inevitable, people don&#8217;t like to be rushed.\u00a0 That&#8217;s what I&#8217;m dealing with right now, and it&#8217;s making me hypothesize about the future, when I don&#8217;t really feel quite ready to be doing such, it&#8217;s just making me feel all sorts of anger and resentment, instead of optimism and amazement at the world of possible new adventures and opportunity.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">I&#8217;m upset and disappointed right now, and I do not appreciate the fact that my being put into this state was something completely avoidable, but was negligently not.\u00a0 I&#8217;d say that it&#8217;s not fair, but that would be silly to state the obvious notion that many\u00a0<em>given\u00a0<\/em>things in life have a possibility of being fair.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Seeing as how only my six readers will actually read this, I can at least be alleviated from the curmudgeon nagging accusations of VagueBooking if I were to post this on social media. I have been made unhappy with the state of my life, and no matter how much I am trying to put it &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=38200\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Getting something off my chest<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[36,15],"class_list":["post-38200","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-brog","tag-angst","tag-og"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38200","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38200"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38200\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38201,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38200\/revisions\/38201"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38200"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38200"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38200"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}