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This is an illustration I did back in the winter, that I had submit to Udon when they were compiling artwork for the\u00a0Capcom Fighting Tribute\u00a0<\/em>book they recently released.\u00a0 Now anyone who has or has seen the book already knows that I did not make it in.<\/span><\/p>\n Admittedly, for someone who has to deal with rejection and criticism on a fairly regular basis in my line of work, this was a tough pill for me to swallow, and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t dejected, deflated, and downright resentful for not making it in.\u00a0 Me, and likely hundreds of other artists who undoubtedly ended up in the same boat.<\/span><\/p>\n Sure, I’m not the most talented illustrator out there, and I’m by no means entitled to have been a shoe-in to make it into the book.\u00a0 I knew this when I decided to put forth the effort to do this in the first place, but there was tactic behind my choice of artwork, where I tried to accentuate strengths and hide weakness.\u00a0 I went with a lesser-heralded Capcom property like\u00a0Final Fight<\/em>, instead of the heavy\u00a0Street Fighter\u00a0<\/em>and Morrigan’s tits AKA\u00a0Darkstalkers\u00a0<\/em>routes that would likely saturate the submission pool, and I took a route of humor, hoping portraying a popular video game trope, like the\u00a0trash can chicken\u00a0<\/strong>for full health restoration, illustrated out, might warrant some recognition.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Needless to say, my strategy didn’t work, and my artwork wasn’t good enough for Udon standards.\u00a0 Sure, perhaps if I were a better practiced illustrator, I might’ve been able to do better.\u00a0 But still, this particular rejection stung me hard, and I was sad, upset and resentful in this particular instance.\u00a0 To some degree, I still kind of am, honestly, but I’ve gotten to the point where I can actually look at my submission again, and I’m taking the time to write about it, with a head less clouded than it was back when the results came out.<\/span><\/p>\n Basically what really ate at me was the fact that I’ve seen many of Udon’s prior tribute books; they’re often times full of artwork that is breathtaking and mind-blowingly fantastic, but the thing is, it’s painfully obvious that there’s a hefty portion of artwork displayed that show a complete lack of understanding or actual tribute for the properties.\u00a0 Like you’ll see shit like Ryu fighting Vega, in Blanka’s stage, as if they’re eternal mortal enemies, or stuff that heavily implies that people don’t really understand that Morrigan and Lilith are\u00a0one and the same<\/em>\u00a0and are instead shopping for clothes together as if they’re sisters or BFFs.<\/span><\/p>\n The art often times great, but it’s super clear that the people creating them\u00a0don’t actually know much less care\u00a0<\/em>about the properties, as much as they simply want to get their names and creations into a publication.<\/span><\/p>\n To me, that’s not really so much of a tribute.<\/span><\/p>\n It’s kind of like . . . hiring escorts to attend your party so that it appears that there’s lots of attractive women present.<\/span><\/p>\n Ultimately, that’s the thought that went through my head when dealing with this rejection.\u00a0 I’ve long been a fan of many of Capcom’s properties, I’ve played them to degrees where I know how to make jokes or references that would resonate with those players that are as equally vested, and I really hoped that my strategy of humor from a lesser-heralded franchise just might get me in.<\/span><\/p>\n And when I didn’t get in, I wondered just how many hired escorts were?<\/span><\/p>\n The thing is, now I’ve seen the book; Jen made it in (deservedly) and got a comped copy.\u00a0 And going through the book, a lot of my suspicions were confirmed; it’s heavily weighted in Street Fighter and Darkstalkers, although they make sure to touch as many bases as they can, hitting franchises such as Power Stone, Star Gladiator, Captain Commando, Puzzle Fighter, Pocket Fighter\u00a0<\/em>and even\u00a0Knights of the Round<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n However, despite the massive size of the book, there were ultimately\u00a0only four pieces\u00a0<\/strong>that were from Final Fight.\u00a0 Final Fight certainly is no Street Fighter (although most of their characters have crossed into it now), but it’s\u00a0definitely<\/em>\u00a0a greater franchise than like Power Stone or Star Gladiator.\u00a0 I know the line is murkier that divides FF from SF, and the occasional Cody, Guy, Poison and even one particularly fantastic Rolento showed up in other pieces, but as far as the “just” Final Fight section went, they sure as shit deserved more than just four pieces.<\/span><\/p>\n And naturally, perusing through the rest of the book, it was basically more of the same from all the other Udon books.\u00a0 Artwork, some of it undeniably fantastic, but the equivalent of visual fluff.\u00a0 Whether it’s an extremely sexy portrait of Morrigan, a colossal mish-mash of the entire Street Fighter cast, how much of Felicia’s genitalia can be shown without showing any genitalia (from Japan, naturally) and shit that’s so abstract, they basically confused their way into the book, there’s a lot of pieces that\u00a0simply have no clue<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n And then there’s the occasional piece where I just straight up think mine was better, but those are way more sparse.<\/span><\/p>\n I’m taking nothing away from the artistic talents of the artists of some of these clueless pieces, but some of them are just so painfully obvious that they’ve never played a level of Final Fight or Knights of the Round, and would be dumbfounded if someone told them to rotate a joystick in a\u00a0hadoken<\/em>.\u00a0 But because they can create a really, really sexy drawing or parody a historic piece of art, they can get in.<\/span><\/p>\n Yes, this word vomit reeks of sour grapes, and I’ll be the first to admit just how salty I am over not getting into something I really, really wanted to get into.\u00a0 It wasn’t a goal of getting into any publication (plssss i’ve been there), but getting into\u00a0this\u00a0<\/em>particular publication, which was a tribute to some of my favorite video games, that I wanted to be a part of, to demonstrate my fandom, and be proud to be a part of.<\/span><\/p>\n Sure, it’s a no-brainer when I get beat out by professional illustrators, but it really chaps my ass when I see shit like overdone pixel art, or blatant rips from the\u00a0My Little Pony\u00a0<\/em>style or something popular, just themed to Street Fighter get in, then I question the curators at that point, and it makes me skeptical and less inclined to try and participate in anything they call out for in the future.<\/span><\/p>\n Either way, this was my submission.\u00a0 As dejected as I felt when I didn’t make it in, now that I’ve seen the supposed all-star squad that did, frankly I don’t feel so bad about my piece anymore, to where I can look at it without seeing complete failure, and to where I can actually put some words about the experience down for my six readers.\u00a0 Frankly, I shouldn’t take it so personally or be so shocked if\/when I my perceived place at the party is replaced by an attractive hooker instead.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" This is an illustration I did back in the winter, that I had submit to Udon when they were compiling artwork for the\u00a0Capcom Fighting Tribute\u00a0book they recently released.\u00a0 Now anyone who has or has seen the book already knows that I did not make it in. 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