{"id":45642,"date":"2018-01-25T15:43:06","date_gmt":"2018-01-25T19:43:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=45642"},"modified":"2020-08-05T15:43:16","modified_gmt":"2020-08-05T19:43:16","slug":"the-sad-truth-about-doc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=45642","title":{"rendered":"The sad truth about Doc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"border-image alignnone wp-image-45643 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/totfc.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/halladay.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"510\" height=\"308\" srcset=\"https:\/\/totfc.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/halladay.jpg 510w, https:\/\/totfc.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/halladay-300x181.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 510px) 100vw, 510px\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">As is often times the case whenever a publicly known figure dies in some unexpected incident, there is a lot of immediate response of shock and surprise, followed by endless litanies of knee-jerk condolences, instant sorrow and poetic waxing.\u00a0 Personally, I think it\u2019s sometimes obnoxious when I think that people are doing it what I feel is disingenuously, especially when it seems like they\u2019re just trying to be seen grieving, and not actually caring that much.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">The point is, there are a lot of immediate reactions when it comes to news of the sudden deaths of publicly known figures, and as nihilistic as I may think they sometimes can be, it\u2019s for good reason.\u00a0 Death is almost always sad, and it is rarely good news to hear about the passing of life in general.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">A few months ago, Major League Baseball pitcher Roy Halladay died in a plane crash in the Gulf of Mexico.\u00a0 It was sudden and out of nowhere when this occurred, and immediately afterward, just about anyone who ever liked baseball in the last two decades immediately came out to speak about condolences, thoughts and prayers, among other things.\u00a0 The cities of Toronto and Philadelphia, where Halladay played for made huge public announcements of their sadness of the passing, and I bet they were preparing for shit like moments of silence, memorials or public acknowledgments of his career in the coming 2018 season.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">The sudden loss of one of the greatest pitchers of this generation was definitely surprising, unfortunate, and a genuine loss for Major League Baseball.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">But as is often the case whenever a publicly known figure passes, personally, I\u2019d like to know the whole story first before I decide to speak about them.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">Two months and change after the news broke of Halladay\u2019s plane crash, we now have news from his autopsy: he was on drugs during the plane crash.\u00a0 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.usatoday.com\/story\/sports\/mlb\/2018\/01\/19\/autopsy-roy-halladay-died-blunt-force-trauma-had-morphine-system-during-plane-crash\/1049801001\/\">One story<\/a> is that he had morphine, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.forbes.com\/sites\/christinenegroni\/2018\/01\/23\/halladay-flying-with-fatal-level-of-amphetamines-before-crash\/#edc4ed94c17f\">another states<\/a> the level of amphetamines.\u00a0 <a href=\"http:\/\/www.espn.com\/mlb\/story\/_\/id\/22155471\/roy-halladay-had-amphetamine-morphine-system\">Supposedly he had both<\/a> in his system the whole time.\u00a0 And now suddenly, the why of his plane crash is easily answered, and the squeaky-clean image of Roy Halladay doesn\u2019t look quite so shiny and polished as people might have thought he was throughout his playing career.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">As an active player, Roy Halladay was the epitome of professional: he showed up, did his job, did his job exceptionally, and absolutely never made any splashes or waves throughout his entire career, aside from the one time he was traded from Toronto to Philadelphia, and even that was more a choice of the organizations and not necessarily just him.\u00a0 Aside from his reputation of being the last of the old guard of pitchers who were remotely capable of throwing complete games, the only things people really knew about Roy Halladay was that he was practically a machine of man, hard set in a routine of dedicated workouts and baseball training.\u00a0 Otherwise, little else was really known of the guy, and he even retired in obscurity back in 2013.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">So obviously, nobody knew of what kind of personal demons and skeletons in the closet a guy like Roy Halladay had in his personal life.\u00a0 But they must\u2019ve been some pretty frightening ones for him to get hopped up on uppers and downers simultaneously, before deciding to get into a private plane and go flying while under the influence.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">But this is where I start to get angry at a guy so detached from the ordinary world because he clearly rose above it from the wealth amassed at getting paid gargantuan amounts of money for playing a kids\u2019 game.\u00a0 Seriously, the guy earned nearly $150 million dollars in his professional career because he was good at throwing a baseball; few people are ever going to convince me that having that much fuck you money is going to make life so difficult that the only logical activity becomes drug-addled plane flying.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">Roy Halladay might have been one of the best pitchers in my baseball-observing lifetime, but as a human being, he\u2019s another dumbass with too much money who did some stupid shit that got him killed, and left a wife and two children behind to grow up and live the rest of their lives without a dad.\u00a0 I don\u2019t believe he deserves the praise, sadness and tributes that everyone gave him upon immediate news of his death, and if only people could actually stop and wait for all the facts before sounding off, maybe there would be vastly fewer people who voluntarily put their feet in their mouths.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Lora; font-size: 12pt;\">You\u2019d think people would\u2019ve learned after the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.espn.com\/mlb\/story\/_\/id\/17919178\/toxicology-report-shows-jose-fernandez-had-alcohol-cocaine-system-deadly-boating-crash\">Jose Fernandez debacle<\/a>, but that\u2019s the world we live in today: information flies so fast and people are so ADD, that they\u2019d rather waste words and thoughts under false pretenses rather than wait for the stories to finish and make sure that the tributes are justifiably warranted.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As is often times the case whenever a publicly known figure dies in some unexpected incident, there is a lot of immediate response of shock and surprise, followed by endless litanies of knee-jerk condolences, instant sorrow and poetic waxing.\u00a0 Personally, I think it\u2019s sometimes obnoxious when I think that people are doing it what I &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/totfc.net\/?p=45642\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The sad truth about Doc<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[62,45,156,146,49],"class_list":["post-45642","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-brog","tag-baseball","tag-fail","tag-social-media","tag-triggered","tag-wtf"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45642","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45642"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45642\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45644,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45642\/revisions\/45644"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/totfc.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}